i miss the time we could laugh our hearts off being completely comfortable with each other.
i miss the time we would lie down side by side staring at the same deep blue sight.
i miss the time we could share all our deep secrets and not keeping even a bit to ourselves.
i miss the time looking at you and laughing at how silly you could be.
i miss the time i could completely be myself with you accepting all my flaws.
i miss the time you get worried over little matters and have that little frowns on your forehead.
of all the time i miss, what i miss the most is your presence.
who would expect us to be that close when we fight with each other everyday when we were young ? we fight over little matters and sometimes oh so childish i cant bear to recall. however, now of all 6 billion people out there, it's amazing how you are the one i feel most comfortable sharing everything with. i love how you don't judge me at all. even though i shall say i judge myself too at times like this.
you seem to never ever get tired of my long-winded love stories, my everlasting nagging and my favorite hobby of teasing you. despite of how fickle minded i can be, you still supported me in whatever choices i've made although i'm not any love expert and i always make stupid choices in my own love life. i know you often felt that it is a waste for me to believe in fate, timing and my 3 months rule, but let's just say that from A to G and me, we are just what they call - weren't meant to be.
i must say i love you for who you are and you do have amazing and wonderful elements in you, you are definitely a gift from God ! don't ever change any of yourself for anyone, it's just not worth it. when you meet guy insert number, the one who you love and could accept all your flaws and love you for who you are, let him be the one. don't always look down on yourself, drop that pessimistic side of yourself, do believe that the best will come and God will always make a way for His beloved child. stand strong and do know i will always be there for you and i really mean it. best of luck for your future ahead, i know you can do it in your very own way.
be a blessings to others and most importantly to your family. learn to be more mature but remember that you will still always be my favorite baby tortoise. remember our dreams and the promises you've made, you've already 'chop' two important positions of my life events already.
here's to many more late night talks and hopefully a stop to the naming of numbers and alphabets just so to quickly meet that last one who could be the right one and last forever.
lots of love from,
sleepy head