"... I describe Form 3 as a caterpillar while Form 4 as a butterfly. A caterpillar has to evolve into a butterfly but it's like it really is a huge gap in between both stages. As in the caterpillar has to find its own leaf and yeapp turn itself as a pupa yadda yadda. How big a gap it is. Yeapp, Form 3 to Form 4 is a big evolution in life that we have to go through. But yeahh butterflies are beautiful creatures of God's creation. Form 4 is yet also a beautiful year to be explored and also to be unraveled along with all those amazing stuffs ..."
Its already the end of my Form 4 life (sec 4 to be particular), well I must say it's actually a really wonderful year. I must say it's also like a roller coaster ride hahaha. Yeapp all those ups and downs. Well, when I went on to return my books today. I wrote a note, a really simple one to my junior yeahhh imagine how good am I ? Yeapp as I said I wrote a note to the person who is going to use it in the future. I may seems to be a bit annoyed and yeahh you can say anything you want but yeahh I actually wrote it because I think it's important to let them know on what they are going through in this year. Well I must say, I really am clueless sometimes. You can name it from A to Z on what I am clueless on especially during exams. It's like you know the studies we are facing in Form 4 is definitely totally different compared to Form 3. A total turnover.
So yeahh, I wrote on the note that I describe Form 3 as a caterpillar while Form 4 as a butterfly. A caterpillar has to evolve into a butterfly but it's like it really is a huge gap in between both stages. As in the caterpillar has to find its own leaf and yeapp turn itself as a pupa yadda yadda. How big a gap it is. Yeapp, Form 3 to Form 4 is a big evolution in life that we have to go through. But yeahh butterflies are beautiful creatures of God's creation. Form 4 is yet also a beautiful year to be explored and also to be unraveled along with all those amazing stuffs.
Yeapp, I must say larhh. There is really many first times that I have gone through this year. Sometimes, I think if my future self would have given me some tips in life, well I guess many things would have changed. Like I remember the first time I did my add maths exam paper. Well tremendously I must say hahaha. The moment when I received the paper, I actually wasn't assure on what to write. Like I've being spending half an hour flipping through the exam papers finding any questions I am capable to do. Yeapp, none of them I must say. I actually really thought add maths was easy and I spent my time revising my other subjects especially chemistry and history. Yeapp chemistry and history is both the subject I lack interest on. So yeahh, that was really the first time I have ever wanted to cry and both my hands were actually trembling SIMI SAI. I'm serious okay. Like I literally spent half an hour an I have never ever gotten an answer on yet. So yeah, I just wrote everything that I remembered, well I was just hoping on sympathetic marks and those marks for process. Well answer's mark is quite hard to get or I could say impossible larhh hahaha. So yeahh, I passed with 50 +. Not bad larhh hahaha. Not to mention how high I jumped when I received my results hahahah. But yeahh, spookiest attempt in doing an exam paper. It's like much more scarier than when I'm having my government test.
So yeah, thats one of the main reason i wrote the note. At least can help someone in the future larhh, then can less one people being paranoid during their test hahaha. Yeapp, never take things for granted when it comes to exams. You know, actually use two weeks to study history is actually not enough. Like that also goes to biology, chemistry and add maths. It really do. It's never enough time to actually study to get 100%. Like I think people out there who can actually score an A+ is super duper hardworking. Seriously. Nobody could be born like I can score all subjects in A+ without studying. Confirm don't have one lurhh. Like even if people study awhile but can get A+ is that they really got listen to teachers' lessons and to not chit chat at the back of the classroom hahaha. Well my Form 4 school life is actually sitting at the back of the classroom chit chatting though. We choose teachers' lesson to chit chat one, don't go become very heroic like that go make noise during fierce teacher's lesson larhh. This year I also don't know how many times my name got called for being too noisy lmao.
Form 4, if I've known earlier how it actually is, if there is actually someone who could give me a piece of advice, well I believe that ermm yeapp actually no matter what orhh, nothing much would have change. It's like after that add maths exam right, I also burn the midnight lamp during the next exam hahah I didn't really go as what I planned to do a bit of a revision everyday hahah. It's actually wasted to not enjoy life right ? And I think I did quite well this year marhh ahahahah. Just that, if I could tell my Form 3 self something, yeapp enjoy life in Form 3, it really is one of the best year of studying from elementary school to secondary school so far. Form 4 that time orhh, remember first exam must study Add Maths and Biology, second exam moral and history, third exam history and add maths. HAHAHAHA it's like I've went cuckoo saying so now.
CHILLAX, Form 4 is a year that has to be balanced between study time and play time. As for now, I think I'm on my play time mood as yeapp exams are over and holidays are about to begin.