Not dreams to achieve, the dreams I'm mentioning in this blog post are dreams that people usually have at night.
Dreaming about exam results and studies are truly awful :( I remember dreaming about me myself in the examination hall taking my UPSR test when I'm standard 6. It's terrified. I remember the period of time I had this dream is already after that major exam aka UPSR. I don't want to have that feeling of exams again, it's horrible. So I bravely stood up and raise my hand. The examiners came over and I told him that I had my UPSR exam not long ago already. The teacher looked at me with confuse. And he told me to keep calm and concentrate on the current exams first.
So yeah I woke up sweating and then after some time only I understood that it was just a dream ...
As for this PMR examination, I dreamt a lot of times. And I must really emphasize the word A LOT.
I dreamt about me going late to school when I'm having my history exam and science exam. I also don't understand why that there is two papers of history papers and only one science paper. It should be the other way round actually. I'm clearly remember that the reason that I'm late is because I'm in a world that is totally different, the route to school is no longer there, it's like we are in a totally different world.
Because of that, I haven't done any of the examinations that day.
I also ended up awake from my dream, sitting on my bed, thinking thru and fro, them I understood that it's just a dream. The next thing I did is to prepare myself for my history and science exams
I also had this dream not long after my PMR exams. I dreamt about my PMR mathematic examination being so frigging hard. It's like there is 8 marks for a questions. Paper 1 and paper 2 are combined into a thin sheet of exam paper. There is only 8 objective questions and 10 subjective question. We had only 1 hour to answer all of them. And yeah I guess I ended up handing up my exam paper which were filled only halfway though :/
And there is where I woke up crying. And after some time only I understood that it is only a dream.
Yesterday, I dreamt about me a day before having a Malay language composition exam. I were truly screwed up on what to study and revise. I never like writing Malay essays. Number 1, I suck in Malay. Number 2, I only know a few Malay vocabulary. Number 3, I don't understand many Malay words. Yeah the conclusion is still I suck in Malay. I started reading all sorts of essays, just a drift through. But I found out that I've studied not enough as I'm not facing any other exams, this exam determine my future, my life. I started feeling afraid and I started asking myself why didn't I study early ? Why should I burn the midnight oil ?
And then I woke up this morning, the first thing I saw is my youngest cousin sister sleeping beside me. By then, I understand that everything is alright, it's just a dream.
There is an analysis saying that if you don't rethink of what you had dreamt immediately after you wake up, after 30 steps of walking, you will totally forget about it. That's why I'm starting to try to forget some of those nightmares, but trust me I still roughly remember that most of them are about this year's PMR examination.
I just hope that life could be a good dream and not those nightmares I had gone through
J U S T . A . D R E A M